May, 2009

Last day in NY

Sunday, May 31st, 2009

The third and final day of the conference was theoretically the same length as the others, but thanks to a combination of sunny weather, fatigue, and mental overload, it ended for me after only three hours. I had done what I’d come to do–meet nice people, learn, and figure out what to do next with my manuscript. Anything more was gravy: the yucky kind that looks like melted candle wax.

To be fair, everybody seemed a bit paler and grumpier come Saturday morning. More than a few cut out at noon. I went back uptown for my run in Central Park, then showered and walked around the Village in comfortable shoes until L was free for dinner. By the time we were on the subway headed home, the conference seemed a bit surreal. I regret not going to the final coffee hour, if only to bring closure to the experience.

Overall, I expected a rude awakening. To hear that my writing was still crap, still obscure, still pensive-but-puzzling. Instead, I learned that my manuscript will probably at least get some request for partials, that I need to shorten my query letter, and that agents are human. (I knew that, but needed to see for myself.) It’s a good start.

Stay tuned for more on what I learned about book publicity, what’s hot in publishing right now, and other stuff that is in my already-packed-away notes.

Last night at L's

Last night at L's

Day 3 in NY

Saturday, May 30th, 2009
A tessera is a small piece of stone, glass, or tile used to make a mosaic.

A tessera is a small piece of stone, glass, or tile used to make a mosaic.

As expected, the conference is busy. Even though I’m staying with L on the Upper East Side, the hotel at 32nd and Broadway feels like home base. But the sightseeing can wait until a Christmas visit in December, because I will forever plug the Backspace Writers Conference.

After a day of panels, I have blog material for a month of posts (or, at my current rate of blogging over on Greenkeys, enough for a lifetime). Since time, as usual, is limited this morning, I’ll offer the one nugget that Jenny Bent offered yesterday in a panel on the agent-author relationship: Don’t quit your day job.

Not that I’d planned to. But what sticks with me is her emphatic tone, and Jeff Kleinman’s emphatic agreement. She says nothing creates more anxiety for everyone than the pressure of knowing that somebody’s mortgage payment is on the line. Good advice, that. When I wear my editor’s hat, I can testify that unrealistic expectations about their book are stressful–so I can only imagine what it must feel like if you’re selling the damn thing.

More later!

Yours truly with Deborah Rice, Lisa Annis, Jaqueline Carney, and Laura Marotta

Yours truly with Deborah Rice, Lisa Annis, Jaqueline Carney, and Laura Marotta

Laura Marotta and Matthew French

Laura Marotta and Matthew French

Day 2 in NY

Friday, May 29th, 2009

Thursday was Agent-Author Day. That means that I showed up at the Radisson with 25 copies of my query letter, my first two manuscript pages, and a piece of paper that now looks like a paranoiac’s last will and testament. That would be my pitch, fully revised four times while sitting in the back row of Bella Stander’s pitch workshop yesterday evening–because never again will I be caught with crickets-to-say when three agents ask me what my novel is about in front of 25 other writers.

The agents were smart, gracious, and helpful; and what impressed me was how quickly they could articulate what worked or didn’t work in the material. As as editor and book reviewer I understand what it’s like to put a slippery emotional reaction into a coherent and useful response, so I can appreciate quick thinking when I see it. (I even had some great examples scribbled down on the hotel’s complimentary notebook, but a volunteer spirited it away during break and replaced it with with a fresh one. Ah well.)

The writers deserve the biggest kudos, though. If it takes a lot to share your work in a hometown workshop, it takes some adamantine nerve to stand up and read your work to literary agents who don’t know you from Adam. To listen quietly, and take notes, and say thank you–even when they cut you off after a few paragraphs. Even when you hear, “The writing just didn’t grab me,” or, “It’s a thriller, but I’m not thrilled,” or, “That’s a hard story to tell well.” That takes not only professionalism, but courage.

The day went well, and I got some offers to submit my novel. I also met some really cool writers, and I’m looking forward to a low-key day of attending panels with them today. I’d also planned to start the day with a rainy run in Central Park, but ohmygoodness, look at the time.

Day 1 in NY

Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
lower-manhattan

View from Leena's apartment

You know you’re not in Oregon anymore when strangers don’t make eye contact. And you know you’re in New York when everything gets narrower, dirtier, and darker–starting with the brown tile stairs down to baggage claim at LaGuardia Airport.

On my obligatory I’m-here-alive phone call, E said I sounded nervous. I feel fine, I said. My calmness is the numb sort, like somebody gave the freak-out zone of my brain a shot of novocaine. That is what denial feels like, maybe: denial that I’ll be reading the first two pages of my novel, my query letter, and pitch out loud to strangers and literary agents tomorrow. That I’m here chasing the tail of a dream. That I always get really, really lost in Manhattan.

I’m telling myself that just here to have fun and meet some interesting people. Denial can’t be that bad, because to all parts of my brain, having fun sounds like a pretty good idea. And speaking of fun, it’s time for bed, because the fun starts at 5:40 a.m. tomorrow.

Backspace Writers Conference

Friday, May 22nd, 2009
What: Backspace Writers Conference
Where: The Radisson Martinique Hotel, New York City
When: Thursday, May 28 to Saturday, May 30

Details: The conference will be a great learning and networking experience, and from what I’ve heard about conferences, a great drinking experience, too. The goal is to remember the “beer before liquor…” jingle, and oh, to kick off the submission process for THE IDIOT’S TALE.

More information on the conference at www.backspacewritersconference.com.